mad scientist girl

one job ... that's all I have thus far. While on the surface, working four days a week for an hour seems like something out of fairy tales... (and it is).. it also means I have no money whatsoever... being broke really fucking sucks, in case you weren't aware. my one job is going really great... so at least there is that. Also we got the house cleaned this past weekend .... actually took the ferret cage apart and power washed it... AND I power washed the back walkway and deck... I felt so grown up! Strangely... it was oddly relaxing. Anyone else experience this sense of calm and zen while power washing? (it might just be me) Sadly that's the only bit of calm and zen I've been feeling.... I'm in a bit of a depression rut right now... feeling like I keep getting knocked down no matter what I do.. and that every decision I made is wrong. I'm afraid to make any decision anymore because I'm worried I'm going to make the wrong one. That's really ho...

and it's because it sucks big fat butt crack donkey balls. two days a week I have to get up at 530am to be on the bus to school at 6am..... to be AT school at 8am... damn horrible long transit times! anyhow... I'm home now and it's time for Thursday Tunes!  This weeks song is one that always seems to put me in a good mood. I was a child of the 80s but in the 90s is where the music really blossomed. I loved the grunge and the alternative music that came out of the time. Most people know who Nirvana is, but not all know of this song and it's one of my favorites by them... It's also in one of my favorite movies "Mad Love" with Drew Barrymore and Chris O'Donnell... I must have watched it a zillion times when I was a teenager. To this day, I still love it! Even if you're not a huge grunge fan or a huge Nirvana fan... I still think you could appreciate this song. If not, well then... go fuck yourself. NO.. I'm just kidding... I'm not th...